Why do I have to feel this way?? :c

Not sure if this is normal :c
Still waiting for this to get easier.

They say you always learn from your mistakes. But how can I ever consider you and I a mistake?
I had never been so happy.

If only I would’ve protected my heart from the very beginning..
I was scared to let anyone into my heart, I should’ve stayed like that. I should’ve never let anyone’s love other than God’s into my heart. I was terrified because I always saw these girls suffering and I said “I don’t want to end up like that” but well here I am. I knew it was a bad idea, but I just couldn’t control it, it was out of my hands..
God this hurts. I need strength, lots of strength

No one can ever say the right words to help me feel better..
I just wish there was someone who genuinely understood and knew exactly what to say.
I’ve never felt this way in my life, God this is killing me..

// followers, if Tumblr gets censored..//

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(Source: braethegay, via dirty-kings)